Last night,
I dreamed of surrendering to a vampire.
He approached me carefully.
Holding a gaze
As though he didn’t want to let me go.
Infatuation took hold.
No matter where I went, he found me.
And like the daring Diva that I am,
I repeatedly challenged him.
Test after test.
Truly, my match was met.
Assertively, he stood
Confident and direct.
With eyes deeply rubied,
Focused only on the prize.
Whenever he’d show, I’d melt for him.
Instantly, as though I’d been trained.
For once, I was the one who’d been seduced.
Pleasantly, against my will.
That is until I encountered… her.
She was dually complexed.
Threatening but soft, which I easily learned.
Obsessed, yet detached. Close, yet distant.
She too followed me, plotting maliciously.
But each time, she failed.
He’d soiled her plan.
He’d gone great lengths.
Because it was I
Who was his sanguine dopamine.
Everything about him was rich
His gaze and stature, tone of voice… his aura.
It always drew me in and kept me craving more.
Last night, I couldn’t control myself.
I became eternal.
And I didn’t put up a fight.
I wanted to be trapped in his Kingdom.
Honestly.
Wholeheartedly.
I surrendered to becoming his forever.
I welcomed it.
I desired it.
I’m sure I was hypnotized.
But honestly, I didn’t have to be.
His presence, deliverance, and persistence
Proved him worthy of me.
… and no man has ever been truly worthy of me.
But an immortal? Maybe.
I didn’t feel like I was trapped or held captive like a prisoner.
I loved it there.
But suddenly, I was ripped away.
A great thing came to an end.
And ever since awakening, I continue to ask myself…
… was it really just a dream?
Because if not, my darling, I’m waiting.
Come and get me.
Anticipatingly yours,
Analise
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Thank you for reading, and for crossing into The Diary of Analise Devereaux.


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